මම මට ආසා විදියට ජීවත් වෙනවා

È,aydksf.a w¨‍;au f;dr;=re fudkj o@

fï ojiaj, lsisu ks¾udKhlg tl;= fj,d kE' ksoyfia f.org fj,d bkakjd' uehs udfia ú;r w¨‍;a wOHlaIjrhl= iuÕ Ñ;%mghla lrkak n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd'

' Tn wjika jrg rx.khg tl;= jqfKa fudkjg o@

wka;sug rÕmEfõ ‘wdf,daflda Womd§’ Ñ;%mgfha' tal ft;sydisl l;djla' ;%smsglh .%ka:drEV l< j<.ïnd rdcH iuh .ek lshfjk l;djla' rc ìijlf.a pß;hl=hs ud ksrEmKh lf<a' ta w;r fg,s kdgHhlg iïnkaOj ysáhd ‘foaúh iq.,d’ lsh,d' iq.,d foaúhf.a pß;h ;uhs uu ksrEmKh lrkafka' ta pß;hg uu yqÕla leue;shs'

‘iq.,d foaúh’ .ek Tn wOHhkh l<d o@

Tõ' ta .ek uu fndfyda foa lsfhõjd' weh Ôj;ajqKd hehs mejfik fndfyda mßirhkays uu ieß ierejd' tfyu fydhmq pß;hla m%;sks¾udKh lrkak ,eîu .ek ug i;=gqhs'

iudcfha l;d nyg ,lajk foaYmd,kh jeks lafIa;% ;=< ueÈy;a l%shdldßkshl f,i lghq;= lrk wdldrhla È,aydks iïnkaOfhka óg m%:u wms w;aoel,d keye' kuq;a Tn fujr ckdêm;sjrKfha § Tfí foaYmd,k oelau m%isoaêfha l;d l<d' talg fya;=j fudllao@

foaYmd,khg mq¿jka rgla ke;s lrkak' ta jf.au rgla we;s lrkak;a mq¿jka' hïlsis fudfyd;l fï rg w.dOhg hkjd hk yeÕSu oekqKd' rg ;=< ksoyila kE lshk tl oefkkak .;a;d' iqÿiq fj,dj meñ‚,d lshk yeÕSu ug we;sjqKd' uu fï rfÜ mqrjeisfhla' mqrjeisfhla úÈhg ug uf.a ksoyia woyiaj,g .e<fmk foaYmd,k ia:djr;ajhla orkak ug whs;shla ;sfnkjd' ta jf.au ;uhs uu fï rfÜ ñksiaiqka f.ka Ôj;afjk flfkla yeáhg ;j ÿrg;a fïjd bjidf.k ksy~j isáh hq;= keye lshk ;ekg wdjd' ta ksid rg fjkqfjka" foaYfha wNsjDoaêh fjkqfjka biairyg wdjd'

ta fjkqfjka fudkj o n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafk@

lsisu fohla kE' uf.a Ôúf;a lsis wjia:djl uu lsis fohla n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka hula lr,d kE' uf.a iskud Ôúf;a § jqK;a uu lsis flfklaf.ka Ñ;%mghla b,a,,d kE' udOH iïuqL idlÉPdjla fokak lsh,d b,a,,d kE' ug mí,sisá fokak lsh,d b,a,,d kE' foaYmd,k ixialD;sh ;=<;a tal tfyuhs' YS,dpdr foaYmd,k iudchla fjkqfjka l;d l<d' tÉprhs' uu yeuodu iajdëkj wNS;j l;d lrkak mq¿jka ta yskaohs'

Th m%;sm;a;s .rel nj fldfykao ,enqfKa@

ux ys;kafka tal fmdä ldf,a b|,u uf.a pß;h ;=< ;snqK fohla lsh,hs' fndfyda fj,djg uu lrk foaj,a m%isoaO lr lr bkak flfkla fkdfjhs uu' udj fyd|g okak lsysm fofkla bkakjd' ta wh okakjd uu fldfydu flfkla o lsh,d' fï foaj,a ta úÈhg f.dvkÕd .kak nqÿ oyu;a ug fya;=jla jqKd' jerÈ foa lrkak uu yß nhhs' ug Ôj;a fjkak whs;shla ;shkj jf.au l+ôhdg;a Ôj;afjkak whs;shla ;sfhkjd' iuQyhla úÈhg ys;kak mqreÿ jqfKd;a ldg;a ;ukaf.a m%;sm;a;sj, bkak wudre kE' uu wdY%h lrk lsysm fofkla bkakjd' ke;=jd fkdfjhs' kuq;a fndfyda úg uu yqol,d pß;hla' jeäh t<shg hkak leue;s kE' iudc.; fjkjd yß wvqhs' iudcfha wef,kafk .ef,kafk fndfyda úg jD;a;sh uÜgñka' kuq;a uf.ka rgg hula wjYH fj,djg mdg mlaI" mqoa.,hd n,kafka ke;=j fNaohlska f;drj ksje/È foag Woõ lrkjd'

fï foaYmd,k u;jdoj,§ Tn iy Tfí ieñhd ^m%shxlr& isáfha fome;a;l fkao@

Tõ' wms fokakd fome;a;l ysáfha' wms fokakd wo tl jy,la hg ysáhg" ;eka foll" fome;a;l fohdldrhlska bmÿKq fofofklafka' wms fokakd tlg Ôj;a fjkjd' wms fokakd orefjla yeÿjd' kuq;a tal wms fokakf.a iajdëk u;h orkak m%;sm;a;sj, bkak ndOdjla fkdfjhs' uu lshkafka tlaflfkla' m%shxlr lshkafka ;j flfkla'

Tn fofokdf.a orejd ms<sn| ;SrK .ks;aÈ tal fjkia fjkafk fldfydu o@

orejd ms<sn| ;SrK .kak m%shxlr fndfyda úg ug bv §,d ;sfnkjd' fudlo orejdf.a yeu p,khlau b;du fyd¢ka b;du <Õska okafka uuhs' m%shxlr orejd iuÕ ÿria:hs lshkak fkfuhs uu fï yokafka' orejdf.a ish¨‍ files mqxÑ ldf,a b|,u ;sfhkafka ud <Õ' ta ksid m%shxlr iïmQ¾K ksoyi §,d ;sfhkjd Tyq ms<sn| ;Skaÿ ;SrK .kak' ta i|yd wjYH jk myiqlï imhkak Tyq ´kEu fj,djl bÈßm;a fjkjd'

mq;d ;du wOHdmkh ,nkjd o@

Tõ' Tyq oeka bkafka wefußldfõ' bxðfkare ;dlaIKh me;af;ka jeäÿr wOHdmkh ,nkjd' oeka thdg wjqreÿ 20 la' ,xldfjka .syska oeka wjqreoaola ú;r fjkjd' yeu ksjdvqjgu ,xldjg tkjd'

mq;d jvd;a <Õ wïug o@ ;d;a;g o@

ug oefkkafka thd uf.au fldgila lsh,d' iuyrúg ug;a jvd tyd .sh oelaula thdg ;sfnkjd' uÿrefjlaj;a urkafk kE' ljodj;a fndrejla lrkak" fndrejla lshkak neß pß;hla' wjqreÿ 18 fjklïu thd uf.a <Õ" uf.a wiafia ;shdf.k yeÿfõ' wms fokakd ysáfha yßhg hd¿fjda jf.a' ux ys;kjd thd uf.a fyd| ál .kak we;s lsh,d' ug thd .ek wdvïnrhs' thdf.a jD;a;sh fudkj jqK;a uf.a n,dfmdfrd;a;=j ;snqfKa thd hym;a orefjla úÈhg iudc.; ùuhs' wo tal ta úÈhg bIagfj,d ;sfnkjd' ta yskaod ug ojil i;=áka uefrkak mq¿jka fjhs'

;d;a;hs - mq;hs w;r ne£u fldhs jf.a o@

ta fokakd w;f¾ oeä wdorhla ;sfnkjd' kuq;a m%shxlr idudkHfhka ´ku foal we,S .e,S isák flfkla fkdfjhs' mq;dg wdof¾ ;snqKg ta fjkqfjka lemfjkak ;rï bvla thdg kE' WodyrKhlg lsjqfjd;a thd f,v jqfKd;a thd <Õ ksÈurdf.k bkak ;rï m%shxlrg wudrehs' wïu flfkl=g tfyu kE'

È,aydks lú ,shkak;a olaIhs fkao@

oekakï yqÕdla ldf,lska ,sõfj kE' ,shkak ´k lsh, ys;=fjd;a ug ,shkak nE' tal ug bfíu tkak ´k' iuyrodg rd;%sfha kskafoka ke.sg,;a ,sh,d ;sfhkjd' kuq;a mEkla fld<hla §,d" ,shkak lSjg ug ,shkak nE' fudkjyß fohla lrkak uf.a ysf;a mj;sk udkisl uÜgu n,mj;ajkjd'

ta lshkafka Tfí udkisl ;;a;ajh iqmqreÿ mßÈ fkdfjkak fya;=jla ;shkj o@

ug ysf;kjd uf.a uki álla ie,s,d lsh,d' talg m%Odk fya;=j oekg wjqreÿ 1 1$2 lg l,ska uf.a mq;d uf.ka ÿriaùu lsh,d ysf;kjd' mq;df.a úfoaY.; ùu oeä úÈhg uf.a Ôúf;ag oekqKd lsh,d ug ysf;kjd' taflka miafi ug iqkaor foaj,a kE lsh,d oefkkjd' uf.a Ôúf;ag wvqjla oefkkjd jf.a ysf;kjd' ta foaj,a hgm;a lrf.k mßY%ufhka Ôj;afjkak yeÿj o lsh,;a ysf;kjd' tÈfkod Ôúf;ag tal f,dl= n,mEula jf.a oefkkjd' yßhg ;=jd,hla ;snqKg tal ysßjeá,d" tfyu ke;skï ks¾úkaokh fj,d jf.a oefkkjd'

Tn nqÿoyug f.dvla ióm flfkla fkao@

Tõ' nqÿ oyug iómhs' kuq;a ta Ôú;h l,lsß,d fkdfjhs' ug nqÿka j¢kak;a Ôúf;a i;=g ;sfnkak ´k' uf.a uki i;=áka ;sfhkfldg ;uhs tal;a yßhg lrkak mq¿jka'

Tn iskud ;srfha úúO pß; rÕmEjd jf.au Tfí fm!oa.,sl Ôú;h ;=< úúO N+ñld ksrEmKh l<d' Èh‚hla" ;re‚hla" fma%ujka;shla" ìß|la" ujla wdÈ jYfhka' Ôúf;a Èyd wdmiaig yeß,d n,;aÈ fudkj o ysf;kafk@

iskud lafIa;%fha úYd, k¿ ks<s m%udKhla iuÕ N+ñld rx.khg tlajqKd jf.au Ôú; rÕyf,;a uu úúO N+ñldjkag mK ÿkakd' ;du;a mK foñka isákjd' wdmiaig yeß,d n,;aÈ ÿl iem iuis;ska ordf.k ;sfnkjd' uu lafIa;%hg wdfõ iqkaor .ukla fkdfjhs' wkka; wm%udK ÿla ú|,d ;sfnkjd' wr., lr,d ;sfnkjd' ta ksid Yla;su;a fj,d ;sfnkjd' ta .ek ug i;=gqhs' wog;a uf.a wruqK uf.ka bIag fjkak ´k hq;=lï fkdmsßfy<d bIag lsÍuhs' uf.a wïud ud;a iuÕ ;du Ôj;a fjkjd' mq;d újdy jqKdg miafia ug f,dl= ne£ula kE' Bg miafia ;uhs ug uf.a .uk ug wdi úÈhg Ôj;afjkak mq¿jka fjkafka' wkak todg ug uq¿ f,dalhla ux .ek fudkj lsjqj;a lula kE' uu ug wdi úÈhg Ôj;a fjkjd'

fyaud,s úf–r;ak